Monday, May 24, 2010

So I usually have a reason for writing, but today I don't. Lately it has been pretty much work, work, a little more work and then school and homework. I haven't had any time to cook anything fun or inventive. Pretty much tacos, spaghetti and ready made stuff. I know shame shame but really time is not my friend these days. So instead I will write about something that has been on my mind a lot lately. Change!
I have been thinking about myself lately. And how I have changed a lot since high school. Three years isn't a whole lot but if you think about what you will be doing in three years its crazy. In three years I will almost have a bachelors degree if I keep on the path and study. I could be married, or have a baby. (far fetched but it could happen LOL)

And three years ago I was a silly high school girl that had no idea who she was or who she wanted to be. In high school I was a nerd (I still am one) who had no fashion sense and really couldn't have cared less about it. I was Mormon because my parents were and I was a spoiled brat because I could be. But really what does that give you other then a Spoiled Slobby Mormon Brat. it gives you a confused girl who really doesn't know who she is. That was me.

I know who I am now. It took a long time and a lot of mistakes but right now I am truly happy with myself!!
I figured out that I have opinions, good opinions that can stand on their own two feet and fight against all the wrong opinions, (in other words everyone who doesn't agree with me) I am smart no matter what, there may be things that are hard but they aren't impossible! I am a Rock Star!
I have to say that I have made a lot of mistakes on my way to self discovery and I have hurt a few people. To you I am truly sorry. I never ment to cause harm but Madonna and Justin Timberlake said "The road to heaven is paved with good intentions"
You might be asking yourself "so who is she now?" Right now I am a slave, and I enjoy it most of the time! But really I am a bright, amazing, talented girl that just needs to remember who she is. A freaking awesome daughter of God that is here to make a positive difference in every persons life that I meet!
So here's to you for reading this personal horn tooting! You are stellar and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for caring enough to read a little something about me! LOVE YOU!! ~M
P.S. Major props goes out to Jill for taking these amazing pictures!!! THANKS!!

2 comments:

  1. I think you totally rock, and are beautiful to boot! Congrats on being such a stellar woman. xoxo -Sis Gurney

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  2. You know you rock my sox! I love you and you forgot what an awesome weekend mommy you make. We love you and are always here for you.

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