Day 13

A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear someone,
I miss you every day!  I think about our stupid adventures threw life and how without you I would have been so alone!  But then I think about the past year.  There isn't a defining moment that sticks out to me, it's more of a feeling.  I feel hurt, betrayed and alone.  I know that every coin has two sides and that everything is my fault just as much as yours but that doesn't make this easier. 
I think about sending you a text ever day but i just can't bring myself to do it.  I want to talk to you and tell you every detail of my miserable life theses days.  I know you are one of the only people that will understand, because you are one of the only people who truly knows me!
Seeing you the other day made brought back so many memories.  I wanted to just fall in step next to you and pretend that nothing has happened.   But I'm not sure I can do that right now. I can't be the strong one or the bigger person right now.  I am having trouble being strong enough to get out of bed in the morning.
I worry each day that if I wait to long I wont be able to undo or make up for what has been done. 
I want you to know that I will always be here if you need me.  And I hope that someday soon we can talk. 

Sincerely
Mari