I've been a horrible Mormon as of late...
I have even started calling myself a
Hor-mon... Horrible and Mormon mashed together...
I believe and I love god but getting myself to church has been a struggle..
I am struggling hardcore with my branch. We are not super organized and those who have excepted the call to be in charge are not taking the call seriously... Or at least that is how it seems to me. I feel left out while I'm there. Alone in a crowd of people who are a lot like me I remember this feeling.. It's one that helped me decide that the church wasn't for me.. And resulted in me being an inactive Mormon for 3 years. I'm determined not to repeat my own history. So I am trying.
Monday nights is family home evening or as the singles call it FHE. This week was low key.. A cereal party. Bring your favorite cereal to share and play games. I brought chocolate capital crunch. Something I never buy because its not a healthy cereal. I also brought Quelf, my favorite board game. I sat at a table full of people I didn't know and we started to play. It was one of the funnest nights I have had at church.
I recently (as in 5 minutes ago) gave advise to a friend...
It's what you make it... The energy you use hating something can be used instead for trying to love that same thing. I will use my energy for good (i feel like a power ranger). (Hahahahaha). I will choose to be good!!
I hope you choose to use your energy for good!!!
M
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