Easy as Pie

It sounds so easy...

Move to Albuquerque.

But, it's the hardest thing I have ever had to do.  I keep thinking that it won't be that different, but really I know that nothing is going to be the same again. 

I won't be there to give Payton a hug and go to Target with Krista. 

I can't stop by and see my cousins and eat pie at crazy times with my old cousins. 

I can't have petty fights with my mother about my marriage eligibility. 

I can't hug my dad just because 

I can't send out one text message on a Friday afternoon and have plans for that night with the best friends a girl could ask for! 

I'm going to miss frosty lunches with Bryan, sarcastically judging people with Matt, and cracking up with Amanda and Cody.  Having BA there to talk about boys, catrina to give me advise and cover my butt, and Krista my amazing sister to talk to while she drives us to lunch. 

It hit me hard this morning that everything I know has changed and that I pushed it to... I wanted to change my life and grow up, to show the world that I'm strong. In doing I found that I'm not as strong as I thought.  I need my family! I love them and cry every time I think of leaving them...I'm a cry baby this week! 

I'm not dying, I'm just moving 8 hours away from the people I love most on the world.... 

Not as Easy as it sounds....